5/9/2023 0 Comments You move me![]() I started getting more paranoid if we were growing apart, and our lack of communication grew into a huge source of relationship-anxiety for me. I truly tried everything I could to stop feeling that way, but nothing worked. ![]() I totally understand, as she was busy more than I can even begin to understand, but I couldn’t shake off the feeling that I was being put on the back burner. ![]() Often times she told me she would only be able to text me at night, and then she would knock out without texting me. She was so busy that sometimes, after 4 hours of me waiting for a response, she would send me one word and then be gone for another 4 hours. She is truly special.Īfter a couple of months, it started taking a toll on me that her busy life meant we could only text each other for less than an hour a day, and we would be extremely lucky to get a single phone call per week. I am so amazed by her resilient work ethic and absolute selflessness to take care of her family. So her schedule became overwhelming, as she was going to the hospital 2 times a day, commuting 4 hours every weekend to work in order to pay their bills, bravely juggling 2 lives on her shoulders. She moved into the same city as him (turning us into 14 hours of distance apart), because he was divorced and had no one else. This turned us into a long distance relationship 10 hours away. Then, I moved to a new state to begin studies for my DMA. We talked+dated about 8 months, near enough to each other to see each other often. 6’0, Lithuanian, introverted, incredible morals/values, never craves attention, cooks and cleans, only been in one relationship, an unbelievable body, extremely intelligent, rational, and just every trait I could possibly be attracted to. I’m talking so beautiful the most beautiful girl I’ve ever dated. In my last year of grad school, I met this beautiful girl. I hate that this day has come where I’m even writing this.
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